What… No horror story?… honestly couldn’t come up with anything more terrifying than the idea that I won’t be back until January… That’s right… it is that time again… really hope that you have enjoyed these last few months… the stories… the Broken Thoughts… and the rambling… enough about looking back… it is time to […]
October 2019
Chewing On Glass Presents… Tripping On A Hole In A Paper Heart…
In a classroom full of Macs the information they must process, but they are here at this shit school. Which means they go to waste. Been in this class for over a week and we have yet to even turn one on. I’m in a classroom full of people I hate. Locked in a room […]
Something Different…
Misconception of Myself Getting me down was never the difficult part Brining me back from the edge Going to take more than a few words Let me die, only to do it again A cycle on repeat Broken switch called me Thoughts and feelings in a blender Puree An emotional wreck Starting to understand Walking […]
Chewing On Glass Presents… Justice Unserved…
“It’s really easy when you think about it,” he says in a casual tone. The man across from him tries to get comfortable in the steel chair. “What is easy?” He asks. “The first kill, your first kill,” the prisoner across from him answers. “How could it be easy to kill someone?” He asks looking […]
Broken Thoughts… Looking For Something New…
Slowly killing myselfLiving life, not fast enoughDying life, not slow enoughSpeed it upLet it goBreathe a littleKeep fucking runningNot enoughAdd it upSubtract the dreamSlowly killing myselfLiving life, not slow enoughDying life, not fast enoughDrag it inHold on tightExhale a littleKeep fucking pullingNot enough effortAdd it upSubtract the wantNothing equals what you giveLiving on fumesBeing dragged […]
Chewing On Glass Presents: Beyond the End…
“Despite purified air, despite not going out for months, despite no human contact in over a year, and despite a diet balanced out to be everything that my body needs. I have become sick. I have become infected with something I have to silently suffer with. Alone and isolated I lost everything and yet I […]
Broken Thoughts… See How This Goes… Day To Day Mentality…
Do you think long enoughWould be enough to stop?Sat here thinkingCouldn’t shut it offCan’t escape this feelingSitting here dyingDo you think if I had enough timeWould I get anything done?Laid here thinkingCouldn’t shut it offCan’t escape this feelingLying here dyingDo you think if I had enough moneyWould I be able to buy this away?Sat here […]
Chewing On Glass Presents: Bobby…
The man shakes as he speaks his words more transparent than his presence. His needs outweigh his wants by now, but it is all trivial in the end. We wanders from table to table on the outdoor patio. He wants someone to listen to him. “God is good,” I can hear him say from the […]
Broken Thoughts… Got To Have You On My Wall…
Digging a graveSame as youMeet you thereIf there even existsLighting the candleFor your soulBet I’ll be you thereSmile on my faceA shame buried in my heartTake everything handed outTake everything you areWilling to give awayFears, regrets, embarrassmentsDemon born of the nightAn asshole without a faceFound my purposeNow there is no going backPeel the curtain to […]
