Broken Thoughts… A Long Time Before…

Devils in the details
But what do you do when you’ve all failed?
Listening to your complaints
On a day-to-day basis
Has become insane
Feeling your thoughts is all that I have
But now it’s filled with too much pain
Sensory overload
My mind will explode
The devils in the details
But God failed so long ago

Words are haunting whether truth or lies…

Wasting time until I can get by
Wasting away as if all is the same
I hate myself but I hate you more
Every passing moment is like an eternity
But it is as though time slips away from me
I could do more but it seems I do less
Was once told that I am depressed
Maybe I’m stretched too thin
If I could focus then I could understand
Wasting time until it is too late
Wasting away as if all is the same

There is nothing there anymore but sadness and pain…

I watch the sky
Even in the dark
Even on the darkest night
Watch it bleed
The truth is so hard to find
Deeply hidden behind
Each and every lie
Some where in the darkness
Just beyond the light
Lies something so true
No one can separate the lies

What’s left to say after all of that?… Suffering alone with depression can be hard… I don’t have it as bad as a lot of people I know… But I do have the anxiety and the highs and lows… Maybe that is where my writing comes from?… Or maybe I’m just fucked in the head…. Who knows… It is fun to joke around about… but really that is a symptom of something I’m sure… No one can tell you how to live your life… but that doesn’t mean no one isn’t there to help you…. Sometimes it is family and friends… and sometimes it is someone else… I don’t follow organized religion… go figure… but what they all have in common is being there for each other… I think that is important whether there is someone watching over us or not…

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