Wrote myself a better ending
Then the one that I am living
Still end up dead in the end
There is no before… not at the end
Wrote myself a better life
Then the one I’ve been living
Easier to exist only inside your head
There is no before… not at the beginning
Wrote myself something better than this
Been living at the bottom of an endless sea
A history with drowning feels right for me
There is no before… This and only this

Because if you aren’t dead… you’re dying…

An absent mind breeds absent things
Laying down in the endlessness
Hope and desire can only last so long
An absence of hope has left me empty
Standing around in a sea of nothing
Thoughts and prayers only go so far
An absolution with no resolve
Couldn’t last forever in a fractured mind
Picking up the pieces from where I’ve been
An absent mind breeds absent things

It’s a lonely feeling knowing there is nothing out there…

Torn apart
Doesn’t mean the same
As before
The words you say
Don’t mean the same
Ripped to shreds
Give in and my soul is gone
These feelings don’t feel real at all
How it is to live
Love and lose it all
Torn apart
Give anything to not feel a thing
Like before
The words you say
Don’t mean the same
Left for dead
Given in and my will is gone
These feelings don’t mean a thing
How it is to live
Love and lose it all

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