Been waiting for the day sinceThe last one seemed to burn downLit a match and watched it goFlames scorching what was leftOf this dead earthThe screams have pierced soulThe smoke filled the night skyHad no problem watching you all dieUntil the flames began to surround meDid I know, Didn’t know What it was that I […]
Poems
Chained To The Floor… By My Own Will…
If I Only Knew The panic begins as the thought creeps inMy own heartbeat driving everythingI’m so lost against the soundI don’t even exist anymoreThe feelings I once had I don’t have any moreI see myself slipping down further than I ever thoughtChained to the floorBy my own willA deep dark hole carved into a […]
Has It Been Felt… Broken Thoughts…
So you think you can tellAll the horrible placesThese thoughts can dwellEvery corner, under every actionGave you all the answersNow I’m just waiting for a reasonTo turn this all around Sympathetic to reasons already written… So you think the reasons areAlways on the surfaceDig a little deeper andTell me what you think thenCan’t see the […]
For Those Who May Have Never Known…
Some things in this life are worse than fiction… some things are so real that even if I told them word for word as the truth… no one could ever believe… it is best to remember that not every one thinks like you… that not every one has shed their animal natures… and not every […]
Makes You Better Than Anything You’ve Tried… Broken Thoughts…
Took a wrong turn into the darkLost the time, need to find the wayOpened door that doesn’t seem to want to closeHidden beneath, locked awayLeft so lonely, left all aloneTravelling blind into the unknownTrapped within my own mindA horrible way to go onWith no guidanceLost everything I learnedWho I had becomeLost my way and nowI’m […]
If Only I Knew How To Swim…
I Haven’t Even Began To Peak This self-sacrificing bullshit is getting oldYour poisonous fangs can no longer take a holdI wish for something betterOnly come up with more excusesThe way things are going, there’s no real way of knowingWhat is truth and what is a lieEverything you are conditioned to believeI despiseTormented by my own […]
She Knows Way Too Much… Broken Thoughts…
Thought maybe this might endOne too many timesMoments in time as they slip byA crawling feeling from down insideTook long enough but not long enoughThe words escape what I’d like to sayWhat was meant to be slips awayGave it all I had and now this is allAnyone could hope to be left withA dying breath […]
Dancing At Our Own Wake… Broken Thoughts…
So many words without any substanceWhat is it all for, nothingWhat is it all about, nothingSo many thoughts that go no whereHas to be adding up to, nothingHas to be going somewhere, nothingDigging a grave made of wordsOf things to be saidDigging a grave full of ideasOf things that seem to matterBroken spirit, shaky bones […]
Smells Of Burnt Rubber… A Soul On Fire… Something Different…
Of Course I Do It’s always somethingNagging at my brainPropelling my painCould I care?Any more than I doWhat I hate the mostEven more than myselfWhat I hate the mostEven more than everything elseIs something alwaysGetting in my wayForcing itself inCould I care?Sadly I doWhat I hate the mostEven more than youWhat I hate the mostEven […]
That New Smell Of Dead Things… Broken Thoughts…
Took in everything that you saidThought about what it wasAnd tried to not end up deadNow I’m hanging by a razor bladeHanging on by a nailSwinging to the sound ofThe words that were saidThe thoughts that meant so muchThen and not so much nowAs I watch it all dieSwaying in the windBecause I’m hanging by […]