“Do you ever think about reincarnation?” “In what sense?” “Maybe we are the reincarnation of our ancestors. So, really we are only living our lives over and over like a messed-up version of purgatory.” “That would mean there is only a set number of people in existence I’m not even sure how that would work. […]

Descending I forge a pathI forge ahead of the restIn the endLeft in the backI dance before I awakeCovered up for goodYet it is all the sameVisualize in my mindThere’s not much left to hideMy soul bleeds openAs if cut or tornMy mind like one big woundI was lost and I still amTime doesn’t heal […]

When you look back over a life time you realize just how much time you’ve wasted. You see how minutes are not hours, hours not as days or weeks are lifetimes. You see however that years become seconds and decades minutes. Time slips right by without even a second look. The twenty-five-year-old me would say […]

Long Legitimate Regret There is a war within myselfOne that can not be won with blood and gutsThis can’t be the endBut I fear that it mustEach day is a plague within itselfA lost cause of hopeful redemptionOne that could only do better with mass amputationA removal of myselfA separation of mind from bodyI hope […]

Not the Answer Sex is an ugly thingDo what you have to doThen it’s all overI write because I have toThen it’s all overI’d stay and talkBut I have to writeThis all overA process with meaningStill no answersAtheism is a questionIs there a God?Or am I only aloneSold a million booksReprised the questionWhy am I […]

“You can’t sit there,” a voice out of nowhere exclaims. “Why the fuck not?” I ask quickly getting up from the bench. Frantically I look around in the darkness. “There is a rapist on the loose. Well, a date rapist or something like that. He might even be you. I don’t know,” the voice without […]

“My lighter quit working on me three cigarettes ago, but I keep flicking the damn thing expecting it to light. That’s really how my life has been lately, broken and useless. If it wasn’t for all the anti-smokers informing me of my future death, I’d already think I was dead. All my money is tapped […]

The demon it sleeps, waking only for the sound of broken bonesA ringing that snaps the consciousness, a fear steeped in bloodFighting the demon requires an understandingA contract of self-defecation, A knowing of constant failureThere can be no winner when all is lostThe stones tell a story of loss and misguidanceA reason to know that […]

I Will Find You I can feel everything come pouring outA long suicide letter to myselfStretched out, I’m destroyedBroken shell leaking out all that is leftIf only I had knownIf only I was toldCould I have changed my waysWould I have not succumbed to my fateI can feel all that there ever wasA long memory […]